Thursday, January 14, 2010
Today is a happy day shall not say what happened
tomorrow then say, hus you have got another reason to look forward to tmr
Oh my mama !
Friday, January 1, 2010

Yay I love this orang no.1 n 2 + Pappy

What a good place to watch fireworks. No countdown toos :(

2010 ! ( i just want the ice stuff idk the girl ) hahas

2009. I am feeling really horribly nostalgic .
A good start = bad year ?
A bad start = good year ?
Oh my mama !
I am happy to spend my new year with you guys hahasI am kinda scared of 2010ARGHHHHHI am trying to get myself adjusted for 2010's on-coming perilsYes perils2010 won't be an easy year for me i guessThis is when challenges come either to take what's mine away or make it strongerBreak me down completely or let me emerge as a new being.It's okay because i know God will always be with me.YAY !
Oh my mama !
Happy new year everyone.Its 2010I am feeling nostalgic !Why is 2009 gone so fast?I have wasted my 2009 away, its a bad year i don't know whySomething just tells me so.New year celebration wasn't as good.Mainly because there isn't a proper place to celebrateWaited at Marina sq food court for the fireworksSaw only 50% of thembecause they are too high upSucksI am so sorry to say thatIts just the place and nothing much has to do with the people around meHate the p0art when everyone goes home.Its so packed !Sounds of people talkingincessantly talkingSmiles on almost each and everyone facesHappy facesSongs of melancholy bombarding a brittle mindA mind that just bid farewell to a year that unknowingly passedA year not well usedA year well wastedNot even her resolutions were made Eyes on the ground Heart without her bodyHands trying to feel out every movement of her phoneShe is waitingWaiting for something that she knew it won't comeShe asked herself if she was asking too muchShe needs company on her way home aloneSuch dark pathwaySuch piercing silencewhich luckily or unluckily numbed by the sad songsShe was perturbed by the middle-aged man holding a beer bottle in his handPerturbed by the strong smell of beerShe hid behind a pillar waiting for the lift to comePraying hard inside her heart ,she probed into the small room pressing the close door buttons almost franticallyFinally she again think of what's on her mind this whole whileWaitingIt finally cameHow sweet was itHowever not sweet enough to cover up or even neutralize the distressshe wants him to know what she isHow much she hates being alone at timesHow much she hates waiting by the phone.Was it really too much for her to ask for ?
Oh my mama !